The Penguins from Madagascar say to Smile and Wave. That’s what I felt like on Wednesday, the first first day of my life. Pretend you know what you are doing. Confidence doesn’t actually have to be there, as long as it is perceived to be there.
This past week was a whirlwind of emotion, work, and numerous other things. Starting Wednesday morning, I found myself in a classroom, with students, that looked to me to teach them. What a crazy feeling. My opener for the day was for students to write down what they expected out of their teachers. I got a lot of answers like ‘No Homework’ and such. But I also found deep answers, like ‘A teacher that respects me, so I can respect them’ and ‘A teacher should not only know what they are talking about, but enjoy it as well, and teach it to me in a way that is interesting’. It was crazy to see how deep the students could be in their answers. I am hopeful that these journals at the beginning and ending of each day.
The first day, looking back, was a blur of activity. Students laughed, I laughed. We had some interesting comments about the ideas of nation, state, and nation-state. Students were engaged. Maybe they were excited for some new life into a class, particularly within 1st period, that lacked some enthusiasm at times. The lesson, which I found for my thursday lesson as well, was slightly too long. Perhaps the extracurricular conversations are causing that.
The next day, Thursday, students did most of the ‘work’ on their own, and this met with mixed responses. Most work was covered together as a class, and students understood the information. As the day progressed, (I have found this to be true for everyday), my lessons become tighter and much more comfortable. What I find frustrating, is that the 1st period is easily the least engage-able class. The combination of engagement and freshness of the lesson are really dragging that class down to the bottom. I need to figure out ideas of how to engage the classroom.
Today, my lesson was too short in 1st period, and a little too short in the other two. I adjusted by adding some collective note taking on the board to my ReadAloud to ensure students understood what we were covering, namely the revolutions of 1848, which have the most vague standard I have ever seen. There is no real information that the students need to know, aside from the fact that there were failed revolutions.
The biggest thing that I am finding is difficult is the homework department. The more that I learn about pedagogy and the more I am in the classroom and look at the SOLs and what needs to be known, the more I am finding that, in my opinion, there isn’t a huge need for homework. But, Ms. Luck has students read and complete chapter questions most of the time, but also gives them a variety of other homework options. Some of the homework is great, things like asking parents about what they think the government’s role is in the economy, but others feel like busy work.
But, as I am a guest in her classroom, and she is a very respected teacher, it seems, I am going to begin giving some homework now. I hope to find ways to do this in creative, and meaningful ways.
Welp. That is my first, crazy week. five days next week, along with lots of planning for my next unit on European Imperialism! Any ideas, let me know!